How long have I been gone?
According to my log of posts, I have been gone exactly a month from writing. It feels like longer. I need to write again.
Why have I been gone so long?
I could say “things got busy”, but that’s not the whole truth. I had free time, but I slept much of it. Writing my novels fell by the wayside, although I proofed a couple novels using ProWritingAid, because it was easy and didn’t take too much thought on my part. I dealt okay with routine things, but did nothing truly creative.
I have to break out of the cocoon that depression wraps around a person, the lassitude, the negativity, the self-loathing. I’m working with my doc to remedy the depression on the medication front. The rest is up to me.
I was depressed.
I’m still depressed, but I realize that I have to reach out again to break out of my solitude, just in case someone responds. I have to put myself in the stream of humanity, so it reminds me I am part of it.
I have to go back to writing, to find my soul within the flow of words.
Hello again! Expect my usual content soon.